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Still My Mind.net Short Discourse series. Faith
& Inner Struggle
by Adrian Newington © 1991
FAITH:
A form of knowing.
Much more than a belief system. Note
the use of the word KNOWING as opposed to KNOWLEDGE. The word Knowledge
implies an internal conceptualisation of authenticated experiences. That
is, an experience becomes reduced to concepts and words, proven to be
reliable and repeatable for all people in all situations. Knowledge
then becomes sources or points of reference for us to function in the
world. Many books are full of knowledge, facts and figures. But
sometimes, "sometimes"! Knowledge can bring about resistance
to counter our efforts in the development of faith. People are
knowledgeable about the skills they are proficient in, but Knowing is
an experience detained in the present moment. it is consciousness being
active and pregnant with awareness. Also, we can say that the word knowing
implies a form of knowledge but without questions, associations, or the
requirement of validation. Thus, "knowing" is non-intellectual and
devoid of qualification. This is fortunate, for the experience which brings about this 'knowing'
is linked to spiritual realities which are essentially unable to be proven
or validated by the usual human process. Normally, the process of validation
of worldly experiences is done through the 5 human senses, but we are
not equipped with a biological 'Sense' capable of evaluating the
non-physical. This is
where we begin to enter the realm of the higher faculties of Mind related
to our development in terms of Spiritual Consciousness. Intuition is often
referred to as the ability to sense, perceive, or discern the subtle.
Spiritual
realities are not able to be validated beyond the individual who experiences
them, (though the spiritual maturity of another may allow an understanding
of it). For example, I will never be able to prove to you my connection
to God. I may be able to assist you in the personal search, but I cannot
prove to you what is valid for me. I can't give you my personal knowledge
or 'knowing' of my experience. Consider
this old saying. For those who believe, no proof is necessary, The human process of validation
and authentication of experiences that lead to knowledge pertains only
to worldly realities. The purity and power of the personal experience
will NEVER go beyond the individual. THIS IS WHERE
WE NEED TO CULTIVATE A HIGHER CONSCIOUSNESS. H O W D O
I D O T H A T ?? I hear you ask! Just as any other discipline, our
faith NEEDS to be cultivated and nurtured through practices which exercise
and elevate our consciousness. For myself, the 3 most vital things were:
Prayer Looking back over many years, I
now consider my mind and the way I thought to have had no real depth,
and as such, I would easily fall victim to the ways of the world. This
is a good description of Spiritual Immaturity, and upon reflection I can
see that it is most easily identified by a lack of discernment. (The
use of the word Victim is not necessarily meant to describe circumstances
abounding in suffering, but is used to highlight the effect of ignorance.
Slavery and perhaps bondage to worldliness might also be employed in describing
the propensity of those who have no spiritual inclinations. Such bondage
to worldliness can cause people to perceive either the world and/or people
as difficult, hard, confusing, without compassion. There are many such
variations when one's thinking only stays on a surface level) Prayer should always be a personal
and intimate communication. The mental
resistance we so often encounter when dealing with aspects of spirit,
is simply the conditioned behavioural response brought about by years
of HUMAN observation and rationalization. This is quite natural
and 'important' for functioning in the world, but the mind must not be
allowed to fully assert itself whilst you are putting effort into the
development of Faith. There is a degree of surrender required. This is
very important, since surrender requires faith. Therefore, surrender then
leads to faith being exercised and strengthened. (just like a body builder)
Do not fear
in times of mental unrest. Remember to say to yourself if ever there is
a struggle within. "What are my motives? Do they have a higher purpose?
Is goodness and righteousness my goal? Indeed, what Father would
abandon or ignore his very own child as it calls out to Him in tender
love with courage. This can guard your best efforts through activating
awareness. In the present
is where your power lies. Automatic or conditioned mental responses are
old (perhaps invalid) links with the past. Such inner struggles are your
acquired mental dispositions trying to assert themselves with the purpose
of protecting you. This motive of protection is aimed at protecting you
from.
Such reactions illustrate how your
subconscious is at work considering the implications of your actions (ie:
exercising faith and standing up to the assertions of the mind) and
the consequences that might come back to you, through THE COMPARISONS
OF YOUR PREVIOUS EXPERIENCES. This mental barrier can be formidable at
times so be Courageous! Belief Systems
indoctrinated into us at childhood, also have an extremely significant
impact in the struggle to develop a new adult spiritual maturity. In our
childhood we were simple and uncluttered, and by virtue of that youth,
we were naturally without the benefit of many life experiences. In that
era, the mental evaluative process of the adult was not present. Young
minds allow and accept without objection, verbal teaching, instruction
and other guidance. Sometimes that youthful guidance can cause conflict
in later adult life as a newly acquired experience clashes with embedded
and unchallenged indoctrination. Again. amid any conflicts , remember
the motive of your new goal. Say... "I will become new through my
Love and my courage. I am prepared to test the waters for the experiences
that shall uplift my life. One day,
you will find this spiritually mature faith will bloom within, to have
entered an entirely different dimension to the way you live life both
spiritual and worldly. When this bridge of the mind is crossed,
a new horizon will reveal itself to bring you new roads to the spiritual
journey. This faith will enable joy and confidence to naturally manifest
as the mind accepts the reality of Spirit as authentic. We could
now say that the mind has become purified if not at least elevated, and
the journey of the spiritual aspirant is nothing but enhanced. But of
course, there is no other path greater to knowing God than through Love,
and recognition and sustenance of the sense of the Father to Child relationship.
That is, God, as a loving Father with personality, and you as a Son or
Daughter of whom this Father has nothing but admiration for His own children.
Please
read the short discourses on Meditation and Contemplation as
these also are vital allies in assisting you to developing a mighty faith. Be
Peaceful, |
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